I don’t know where to start…. I was thinking about writing a book, however my thoughts are too fragmented. In the past 7 months I have endured an overwhelming amount of stress, my friend suggested on several occasions that I blog about it. I don’t think people really care what I have dealt with or have to say. It is however a healthy outlet for my personal expression. I don’t do facebook so you won’t see post from me every 5 seconds. I am concerned about what to write because I will expose parts of myself that I keep hidden.
I am 35 years old and have 2 daughters. I am divorced. I had a hysterectomy 5 weeks ago. I now deal with feelings of inadequacy because I will never be able to give birth to a child again. I am thankful for my girls they mean the world to me, however I will never know the join of feeling a life grow within me again.
I have several other health issues that I don’t want to go into now.
I am tired of losing the people that I love to drugs and jail!
I am standing on God’s grace and mercy to get me through this difficult time. I have to remain strong and rooted in the word of God.